I'll just keep on hating you. There's no way out of this. Its wrong. You can't expect me to treat like it never happen before. Not like you.
I know I'm making the right choice. But I always wonder what if at that point I did otherwise? What will happen? Where will I be now? Will I be happier? Will they be happier? Will I heal? Will I be ok? again?
Sitting here alone. Makes me wonder. How should I feel? How should I react? That people can accept? I guess. Nothing. It doesn't matter. How I act, or what I say. It just doesn't matter at all.
This world. All about appearance. All about how lady you are. All about how much you need someone. How you use your words. How you portray yourself. How pretty you are. How smart you are. How you react. How you act.
Sigh. What a shallow world. What a world that I don wanna live in. What a world that I wish doesn't exist. At all. Sigh. I know. This are all too much to hope for. Too much to wish.
But then. This is the world. Now. Right now. People are acting like this. If you're rich. People treat you better. If you're handsome. People treat you nicer. Yup. What a shallow world we all live in. What a shallow world.
You gotta live your life. You gotta enjoy what you should enjoy. You gotta stop thinking if this is ok. That Is ok. You gotta live your life. You gotta live it. It doesnt matter how you're being treated. It doesnt matter. Just live your life. Just live it.
Just smile at everything. Be it good
Or bad. Just. Smile. :)
Hello there, I'm Jessica, not Jessica Simpson nor Jessica Alba. My mama tell me that i shouldn't talk to stranger, so if you are one, please click on the x at the top
right hand corner. Ohhhh! just to let you know, i have a dream, a dream that one day, money could just drop from the sky. HAPPPPYYYYY~